I don't know what it is, but I really feel sorry for that kid. I suspect that he is the victim of sexual abuse. The more I think about it, the more disturbing it is. How many kids at that age would say such things about himself. Especially about his father having anal sex with him. It is possible that I have lost touch with the 13-16 year old generation, but what kid would ever write such things without having experienced it first hand. A normal kid in a normal or semi-normal house would be embarrased to write such things. Not complaining about the post, just thinking aloud.